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| 04:25pm 30/12/2005 |
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new lj
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add it and ill add you back
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| 08:21pm 29/12/2005 |
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mood:  chipper music: terror
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so far today has been amazinggggg!!
haha
woke up to chris calling me so he came and picked me up.
went to circut sity for a while
fucked around and shit.
wanted to kick one kids ass who worked there.
i walk in and he yell out to some other kid "hey ____ wanna play scene it? GET IT????"
yeah i wanted to come up to him and be like yo bitch you got something to say?
but i didnt hahahaha.
then we chilled at the wilsons for a while.
then me and garrett met up with blake.
went to newbury where this was this one wickkked cute girl working.
and wow she was just like wow.
this is when i kick myself in the nuts for being so shy.
i wish i went over and talked to her but nooooo im a stupid shy ass fuck haha.
but yeah i got a throwdown cd.
then we ventured to the mall.
i got my new moccasins.
soooooo nice and wicked comfy.
and i got this illl red sox hat.
it was fun times....
and in a little bit me and goldie are hangin out.
cuz we gangstassssss
hahahahah
word nigggga
well im done with this piece...
so far today has been some prime dice material if i do say so myself.
untill next time kids...
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| 02:12pm 28/12/2005 |
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mood: really mo fuckin happy music: TERROR
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holy shit did i have a good night last night.
no i infact had an amazing night.
i needed this amazing night too since my break so far had been sucking ass.
but yeah last night the lovely spinelli sisters came and got me and we went for some coffee and dunkins.
then billy jackson showed up along with mr blake coleman.
we all fucked around outside until it got wicked cold and then proceeded to 7-11.
then of course everyone and their mom randomly showed up.
pretty much a shit lod of ppl i havent seen in about 6 years i saw.
it was funny tho. i love when i dont recognize ppl and they get wicked pissed and shit.
it makes me chuckle.
yeah then it got cold outside 7-11 so me and blake decided to bounce.
we chilled at his place for a while.
it was a grand ol' time.
watched us some kicking and screaming... good movie by the way.
played some guild wars hahah
almost went on a 2am walmart run.
well yeah i think you get it.
i had a reallllly fun night. and i hope the remainder of my break goes just as well.
i think that is all for now hahah
untill next time kids...
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| 07:09pm 27/12/2005 |
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mood:  bummed music: throwdown
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so its seems whenever i make plans will ppl they never happen.
im not gonna lie it sucks a lot.
cuz i just sit in the house doin nothin waitin for them to come pick me up or call and well it never happens.
oh well.
i just want to go back to florida wicked bad.
hangout with everyone down there.
ppl that i can actually call my friends.
mass sucks. except a seleck few ppl.
yeah im ready to go back to florida like now.
and im absoltely in love with throwdown now too btw haha.
untill next time kids...
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| 12:46pm 25/12/2005 |
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mood: lonely music: bear vs shark
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so merry christmas to everyone
and happy birthday to my bro jesus
i got a lot that i love
and im happy for that.
some giftcards to some amazing place.
i gotta get to the mall and get those moccasins i saw.
i think me and krazy krysta are gonna go shopping this week. haha
but honestly, this christmas sucks.
im so lonely.
all i really want is someone to snuggle up with,
and someones house to go over and meet their whole family and stuff.
but i dont have that right now and it sucks.
my mom got me a new teddy bear so last night i watched me some elf,
talked to justine on the phone and snuggled with my new teddy.
yeah so christmas is pretty sweet, got some sick edge gear! ahah
but, im ready to go home(west palm).
i call it home now becuase its more of a home then i have here.
my friends down there are my family and i know they will always be there for me.
i come here to ppl being fucking douches and pretty much my best friend saying fuck you to me.
its lovely.
but i have made some new friends here.
friends that are amazing and that i care about a lot.
i miss someone a lot right now.
like a lot a lot.
she should come cuddle, but idk if that will ever happen.
oh well.
merry fuckin christmas
until next time kids...
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| 07:19pm 19/12/2005 |
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this goes out to you!
and you know who you are
there you go
throwing stone
this is how you want to end it
take your life
precious life
your not even worth defending
i know your out there laughing
its time to disappear
and i know your hearts are empty
and the end is calling near
its just what you wanted
just what you wanted
to be dead and dishonest
so just let it take you
just let it take you
cause its sad what its come to
take it in
breath it in
even though your lungs cant stand it
push it out
breath it out
you know they're waiting open handed
and i could never tell you
the things you want to hear
what your about to go through
will force you through your fear
its just what you wanted
to be dead and dishonest
so just let it takeyou
cause its sad what its come to
its just what you wanted
to be dead and dishonest
so just let it take you
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| 04:57pm 19/12/2005 |
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mood: happy music: BANE
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so being home is getting much better.
after all the hatred ensued i was like mehhh
but now im like yeah boiii woohooo
tonight krazy krysta is coming over and we are gonna watch some movies and im gonna cook her some dinner. it will be a blast! oh the adventures of jazzy jason and krazy krysta hahaha.
then tomorrow me and senior paul yem are gonna hangout in the AM before we go to LCA to talk bout shit. which im also very excited about. why i dont know. but i cant fucking wait to go back to my old highschool and just see the new wing and all that shit.
so yeah
things are looking awesome...
still havent hungout with a lot of ppl i want to tho.
like ami saad and krissy, i miss them a lot.
i need to see my ashdizzydawg and do some bowling with her.
and i need to see justine soon too or im gonna die haha.
and i have to make it over to 29L to see cassie and nick!
wow i gotta hangout with a lot of ppl huh haha.
well i miss school a lot too.
even tho i pretty much completely flunked first semester im determined to do good this semester.
i miss everyone there.
specially aaron and all them and of coarse the lovely torie or poopyface as i call her hahah.
she called me before she went to bed last night and it made me smile.
she told me to bring her back a snowball so she can throw it at me haha.
shes the shit and i cant wait to get back and see her and go to universal and then take her on my suprise adventuer i have planned. theheheh
ok so i think i might get my lazy ass up outa bed since its 5 and go shower and make the old man some dinner. word
until next time kids...
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| 06:38pm 16/12/2005 |
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| 12:26pm 15/12/2005 |
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mood: sad music: armor for sleep
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so im not gonna lie
im wicked excited about going home but im really gonna miss it here.
like a lot.
especially all the people here.
they have become my family.
i still have one final left that im pretty sure im not gonna do so hot on.
im kind of sad right now and i dont know why.
i think its a mix of me leaving here for 3 weeks and going home and everything being different from when i left.
i want to go home and have all the same friends to hang out with and just have everything be as it used to be, but i know thats not going to happen.
sometimes i just wish i knew who i was supposed to marry and marry them and run off to australia for a nice one month hunny moon. but i dont know who i am supposed to marry and thats cool. God will let me know in His time.
for some reason it feels like im leaving this place forever. i hope not because i absolutely love it here. all of my friends are here. some of which ive come very close to. ugh why am i like this. i hate it.
i think this has been the most meaningful entry i have posted in a while. and to be honest im determined on coming back here no matter what. i know God wants me here and i know he has put everyone i have met here in my life for one reason or another.
i have recently met someone here and i have gotten very close to them in such a short time. they have made me realize that nothing is in my control no matter how hard i try to control everything i cant. God is the only one in control. He is the one who put me here and He is the one who wants me here.
so yeah i need to study real quick before i take this exam.
i will see all of you back home very soon. and those here... i will see you in 3 weeks and i will miss you all dearly.
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| 09:49am 14/12/2005 |
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mood: happy music: dear whoever
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hoekay so
2 finals left thats it.
one in about 40 minutes which is going to be the easist thing ever
and then the hard one thursday.
i just want to get the hell out of here and go home.
i cant wait to be home and be cold.
go out and play in the snow and drink some hot cocoa theheh.
so last night was a fun night and a very good night.
the cafe even had steak!!!
and then the 306 ladies hosted a nice little bday party for morgan which was wicked fun.
we played some fun card games.
then it was getting late but i was wicked hyper and didnt need to study so i called up hodae and he was like dont worry about curfew hah.
so torie and i went down to her room and just hungout and talked about some shit. it was really nice. she is such a sweetheart and so easy to talk to.
so yeah im gonna go shower and get ready and go take this exam.
skeeeeeeet
untill next time kids...
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| 12:21pm 13/12/2005 |
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mood:  curious music: hollywood undead
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fisrt semester is almost over.
only have 2 finals left and WOOHOOO im free for 3 weeks!
well things lately have been ehhhhh
shit with like everything pretty much
like i always say: life sucks and shit happens you just gotta deal with it and let it go.
last night i had an amazing talk with torie.
i needed it soo bad too.
and i dont normaly talk to ppl about the things we talked about which is really weird cause i havent known her for all that long.
but its nice. shes an amazing girl but she refuses to admit that hah.
so yeah i need to shower and then go get some food and work on my FYE project.
until next time kids...
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| 05:00pm 05/12/2005 |
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mood:  BLAH music: BANE
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these days life sucks like whoa...
way too much un needed drama
so ive decided to completely shut my self off from all the drama untill everything blows over.
and im sorry if that hurts ppl or whatever but its what i have to do so i can focus on school and finals without getting bitched at by ppl.
so yeah finals next week.
i go home next thursday and im wicked excited
cant wait to hangout with everyone eppp hahah.
but yeah i got a game tonight im pretty amped about that. did i just say amped wow im an idiot hah.
well yeah im gonna go get ready to play some softball
untill next time kids...
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| 09:15pm 29/11/2005 |
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mood:  blank music: the number twelve looks like you
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Dear Jason,
You make me ________. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. I would get your name tattooed on my __________. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could drink __________ under the stars. My love for you is like that of ____________.
Love,
_______________
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| 12:31am 29/11/2005 |
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sometimes we have to do things that we dont want to and that hurt.
we know they are for the best though.
things will get better and better.
i apologize for the pain and hurt ive caused you.
it was never my intention.
im sorry it had to come to this, i really am.
well break was ok
saw a lot of ppl i wanted to but didnt hangout with all the ppl i wanted to.
to all those i hungout with, thank you for a good fun time!!
now im tired and such.
bed time.
untill next time kids...
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| 07:20pm 23/11/2005 |
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mood: wicked excited like whoa music: annoying ppl in the airport
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so yeah im in palm beach international airport right now
my flight got delayed so im straight chillin like whoa hah
so yeah i think we are boarding soon so im gonna make this a short post...
boston i shall see you in about 3 and a half hours
until next time kids...
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| 02:51pm 22/11/2005 |
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mood: giddy like a little school gir music: symphony in peril
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I COME HOME TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!
im all excited like a little school girl
so if you wanna hangout while im home and away from shitty florida
let me know!!
untill next time kids...
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| 04:17pm 18/11/2005 |
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| 07:42pm 15/11/2005 |
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mood:  bleh music: haste the day- blue 42
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Burning Bridges Burning Bridges
Shut Myself Off From The World
Burning Bridges Burning Bridges
Shut Myself Off From Life
As The Ashes Fall As The Ashes Fall
Through The Fire Through The Flame
As The Ashes Fall As The Ashes Fall
Through The Fire Through The Flame
Life Purified Again
I Won't Look Back
To The Chains That Bound Me
I Won't Look Back
To The Chains That Bound Me
And I Will Lay To Rest My Ghosts
And Cover My Footsteps
And I Will Stand Up Straight And Walk Away
Leaving Them Far Behind
yeah
thats howi feel right now
blah
until next time kids...
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| 09:24pm 25/10/2005 |
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mood:  contemplative
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fuck hurricanes
and all the damage they do and shit
fucking bullshit
but no school for another week!
yeah
bye
untill next time kids....
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